Monday, 7 December 2009
5th December 2009.
On that day, my boyfriend, Mohammad Haszif Bin MatDaud turned 21 (: We celebrated it at Hafiz's house because at Jeff's house there was no adults to be in charge of the house because his parents went to a family function (: I was LATE! like VERY LATE! due to my SECOND BROTHER! I was so kusut that I cried!! Because I've planned to be with him around 6+ on the evening and I came there at 8+ ): I was so upset with my brother! Pffft. My eldest brother wanted to send me but he had work to do ): Anyway ... I bought him a white FLESH IMP T-shirt and also bought him a chocolate filling cake (: He saved me some BBQ chicken and cake because I didn't get to eat it. Malas ku kan berceritanya panjang2! Only him and I knows the full story (: Apaan!
Besuk I need to bangun early because ada Adventure Club Orientation. I am off now. Mau tidur. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Besuk I need to bangun early because ada Adventure Club Orientation. I am off now. Mau tidur. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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love at Monday, December 07, 2009.
Sunday, 29 November 2009
Hello. Now I am bored. I'm waiting for my sayang Jeff to sampai home from rumah Jeerah because Jeerah pindah kerumah baru (:
I have mixed emotions right now )): I wish to go out with my friends. The abyadhians. Going to school not having to see them everyday is really boring. I meet Amal everyday but when payah kan jumpa her then it's so boring ):
Sometimes I feel bad for myself. Even though I haven't lost contact with the girls but I feel like I'm moving further from them )': I don't blame them. Maybe it's because I seldom text them or so. I wanted to but I just don't know how to start. I don't know what's happening in their lives which I always know when I was with them for 7 years )':
It gets me crying because I sometimes couldn't be there for them. I'm just upset for myself. I wanna be close with them just like before. I'm just so disappointed that I don't know what's the latest news in their lives. I know it's private but it's okay lah. I'm happy that they are texting with each other. I'm just upset because if I text with them then the conversation ends.
Maybe I'm not good in talking to people )): I don't blame them. I blame myself. I hope that when I get to meet them then I can get closer back to them just like before and get track on what's the latest news happening to them (': I just miss them so much ))':
My sayang Jeff belum balik! )))): awwwwww. I'm hungry now =.=" I want to spent time sama iaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Sayang plese come home ))': I need you so much! I miss you so badly! I love you!! Esuk help me out d Berakas Forest Reserve, okay? Jgntah ingau. Durang tau sudah tu :D heehee :pp I can't wait to spent time sama you besuk! We main air apa! AMAGAD!!! Ke pantai tu love! Main air, main pasir. Awwwwwwwwwwwww (': I so can't wait *hugs you tight* Me kan makan mee goreng now sayang. heehee :pp
I have mixed emotions right now )): I wish to go out with my friends. The abyadhians. Going to school not having to see them everyday is really boring. I meet Amal everyday but when payah kan jumpa her then it's so boring ):
Sometimes I feel bad for myself. Even though I haven't lost contact with the girls but I feel like I'm moving further from them )': I don't blame them. Maybe it's because I seldom text them or so. I wanted to but I just don't know how to start. I don't know what's happening in their lives which I always know when I was with them for 7 years )':
It gets me crying because I sometimes couldn't be there for them. I'm just upset for myself. I wanna be close with them just like before. I'm just so disappointed that I don't know what's the latest news in their lives. I know it's private but it's okay lah. I'm happy that they are texting with each other. I'm just upset because if I text with them then the conversation ends.
Maybe I'm not good in talking to people )): I don't blame them. I blame myself. I hope that when I get to meet them then I can get closer back to them just like before and get track on what's the latest news happening to them (': I just miss them so much ))':
My sayang Jeff belum balik! )))): awwwwww. I'm hungry now =.=" I want to spent time sama iaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Sayang plese come home ))': I need you so much! I miss you so badly! I love you!! Esuk help me out d Berakas Forest Reserve, okay? Jgntah ingau. Durang tau sudah tu :D heehee :pp I can't wait to spent time sama you besuk! We main air apa! AMAGAD!!! Ke pantai tu love! Main air, main pasir. Awwwwwwwwwwwww (': I so can't wait *hugs you tight* Me kan makan mee goreng now sayang. heehee :pp
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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Sunday, 22 November 2009
It's been sooooooooooooooo long since I've updated this blog. Been busy with exams lately =.=" Alhamdulillah my A level exams are done on the 17th Nov (: Guess what???? 17th Nov was my 17th monthsarry with Jeff (': I am so happy!! So so happy!! Alhamdullilah Allah have blessed my relationship with Jeff. There's always those ups and downs between us but it's okay, at the end of the day, we managed to overcome it (:
Jeff's birthday is coming up. It's on the 5th of Dec. I am still looking for a good place to have dinner with him. Any opinions? heehee :pp I miss spending time with Jeff. I just feel so safe around him (': How I wish I can see him every single day. Wouldn't that be great?? heehee :pp Now I started to play Talisman Online! Jeff and my siblings helped me a lot on this game because I was just so bengang O_o hahahahahaha. I used Fairy as my char and now is at level 22 (: Jeff is at level 34 =.=" buyuk! hahahaha, nada deh. I love you sayang *hugs you tight*
Next I would like to tell you about the day I spend time with Jeff and my beloved cousins on the 18th Nov. We went to Mall and watched Phobia 2. Mcm setaie wah aku ani, sekali teriak2, tutup muka apa arah badan si Jeff. Heehee :pp Iatah jeff ketawakan :pp But I had a great time with him ((: We seat arah couple seat!! Hahahaha (Y) It was totally an awesome day. We played at UNI, the arcade place (: I was with jeff, Khalish, Iffat, Nabilah, Kris, Hajidah, Aqilah, Meey and Bashirah. It was fun cousins. Let's do it someday, okay? (:
Jeff's birthday is coming up. It's on the 5th of Dec. I am still looking for a good place to have dinner with him. Any opinions? heehee :pp I miss spending time with Jeff. I just feel so safe around him (': How I wish I can see him every single day. Wouldn't that be great?? heehee :pp Now I started to play Talisman Online! Jeff and my siblings helped me a lot on this game because I was just so bengang O_o hahahahahaha. I used Fairy as my char and now is at level 22 (: Jeff is at level 34 =.=" buyuk! hahahaha, nada deh. I love you sayang *hugs you tight*
Next I would like to tell you about the day I spend time with Jeff and my beloved cousins on the 18th Nov. We went to Mall and watched Phobia 2. Mcm setaie wah aku ani, sekali teriak2, tutup muka apa arah badan si Jeff. Heehee :pp Iatah jeff ketawakan :pp But I had a great time with him ((: We seat arah couple seat!! Hahahaha (Y) It was totally an awesome day. We played at UNI, the arcade place (: I was with jeff, Khalish, Iffat, Nabilah, Kris, Hajidah, Aqilah, Meey and Bashirah. It was fun cousins. Let's do it someday, okay? (:
I guess that's all that is need to be told (: Byeeeeee :D
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love at Sunday, November 22, 2009.
Saturday, 17 October 2009
Hello there. It's nearly a month since I last updated this blog. I didn't even upload raya picture -_-" I'm just too lazy because there's a lot of them. Heehee (:
Well, basically the purpose of me blogging now during A level exam fever is because today is my 16 MONTHSARRY with love, Jeff <3. Not much to say actually. I am just glad that we managed to go through the ups and downs together. All of those tough times and all... yea love, we have conquered it all (': I'm happy that you were always there beside me in my time of needs (L) We don't need to fight for small matters because we know that at the end of the day, all we have is each other (': I love you Mohammad Haszif Bin Mat Daud. I do. I do! With all my heart I do love you and will always love you. I'm gonna try my hardest to give you happiness. I'm gonna try my best to shower your life with laughter. I'm gonna try my best to see that smile of yours (': You know what love? I'm listening to the song Kerna Ku Sayang Kamu - Dygta. This song makes me cry love because everytime I listen to this song I always tend to bring back those good memories of ours <3.
Now love, I'm currently listening to the song by Eyes Set To Kill - Beauty Through Broken Glass. Thanks for giving me this song love. I'll treasure it forever with all the other stuffs that you send to me (':
Well, basically the purpose of me blogging now during A level exam fever is because today is my 16 MONTHSARRY with love, Jeff <3. Not much to say actually. I am just glad that we managed to go through the ups and downs together. All of those tough times and all... yea love, we have conquered it all (': I'm happy that you were always there beside me in my time of needs (L) We don't need to fight for small matters because we know that at the end of the day, all we have is each other (': I love you Mohammad Haszif Bin Mat Daud. I do. I do! With all my heart I do love you and will always love you. I'm gonna try my hardest to give you happiness. I'm gonna try my best to shower your life with laughter. I'm gonna try my best to see that smile of yours (': You know what love? I'm listening to the song Kerna Ku Sayang Kamu - Dygta. This song makes me cry love because everytime I listen to this song I always tend to bring back those good memories of ours <3.
Now love, I'm currently listening to the song by Eyes Set To Kill - Beauty Through Broken Glass. Thanks for giving me this song love. I'll treasure it forever with all the other stuffs that you send to me (':
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Sunday, 20 September 2009
Hello there readers. Raya is coming (: Well, it's tomorrow actually. Hahaha :DD But sadly, Ramadhan is leaving us )': I made oreo truffles this year and mom made her acar daging *drools* heehee.
Today's date is so awesome, it's 20.09.2009 and is considered as the 1 st of Syawal (: The best thing about today is that it's my little brother's birthday. His turning 11 (: Manisssssssssssssss (Y) hahaha :DD Here are pictures taken tadi lapas we sungkai.
Today's date is so awesome, it's 20.09.2009 and is considered as the 1 st of Syawal (: The best thing about today is that it's my little brother's birthday. His turning 11 (: Manisssssssssssssss (Y) hahaha :DD Here are pictures taken tadi lapas we sungkai.
Venue: My home (:
Time: After sungkai.
Ocassion: Little brother turning 11
Time: After sungkai.
Ocassion: Little brother turning 11
His cakes *drools* Chocolate ice cream cake (:
My siblings. From left, abg boy, me, bday boy (raziq) and Ljay ((:
The boys ((: Manisssssss.
Lusuh usul ku. Biar tia :pp belum mandi baa (Y) hahaha :D and kami sedang menyanyikan ia lagu happy birthday ((:
I like this picta BRABISSSSSSSSSSSSS. Pasal we were all in a spontaneous pose and ... lawa lah yg pentingnya (Y) :DD
The women in the brown baju tidur :pp is my mommy :DD
Happy times (': It's good to see us together like this ((':
This is my family (Y) Love them brabissssss <3<3<3>
Birthday boy ; raziq. Also known as "Rasus" in Talisman Online *exposure much?* lol :DD
Yg the last 8 pictures ani is when my brother trying to play with the camera. Ia kan mau cuba if it is possible to use macro arah digi cam.. and it worked!! (Y) So ia sakai sikit :pp lol :DD and saya jadi model yg kena blurred kan -_______________-" sungguh tidak adil!!! hahah.
That is pretty much what happened today. The usuals is that me go online with my sayang badau Jeff ((: heehee. Now I wanna go to sleep after doing this. Ia now bersihkan longkang blakang rumahnya. Pasal esuk kan raya, so rumah mesti bersih, right badau? (Y) heehee. YOU MUST KNOW THIS.. I love you Jeff ((: I'm off to bed now. Btw, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin to Jeff, family and friends. Forgive me for my wrong doings (': May you all will be blessed by Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...
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love at Sunday, September 20, 2009.
Thursday, 17 September 2009
Hello readers ((: Today is a special day for me an Jeff. It's our 15 MONTHSARRY together... Woo-hoo :DD A year and three months sudah (': I am so happy with him. I could never ask for more. I love you sayang *cubit jubur you* hahahahaha :pp Beli kasut bisai2 wa sayangg. Ani kan membali selipar jepun yg lapik2 tah pulang )): Menyamal me )))':
I love you with all my heart sayang. Sayang you brabissssssssssss. Thanks for always been there for me sayang. The ups and downs, we have conquered it (Y) Me miss you brabisssssssssssss. I'll save you ACAR DAGING, okay? ((: heehee.
I love you with all my heart sayang. Sayang you brabissssssssssss. Thanks for always been there for me sayang. The ups and downs, we have conquered it (Y) Me miss you brabisssssssssssss. I'll save you ACAR DAGING, okay? ((: heehee.
I love you so much Jeff. Brabisssssssssssssssssssssssss <3
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Wednesday, 16 September 2009
Heeee~ Hyee :D Aku jobless now. Tengah tunggu my Jeff ((: heehee. Not much to say. I bought a new pair of shoes tadi (: I love it. It doesn't have to be expensive to make me look hot, yes? (Y) It's silver, or grey.. sorry, I'm not good in differentiating colours -_-" don't laugh :pp
Anyway, since the clock stroke 12 already, means to say that the date is already tomorrow's date, meaning it's 16th sudah :DD Hahah. I'm happy because on the 17th, my relationship with Jeff is growing stronger and happier. 15 months in one more day sayang (': I love you.
Anyway, since the clock stroke 12 already, means to say that the date is already tomorrow's date, meaning it's 16th sudah :DD Hahah. I'm happy because on the 17th, my relationship with Jeff is growing stronger and happier. 15 months in one more day sayang (': I love you.
That's all for now. Now I'm waiting for Jeff (:
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love at Wednesday, September 16, 2009.
Monday, 7 September 2009
Hello there (: It's been awile since I last updated this blog. Not much to talk about really (: Si zana wa ani. Ia buat arah my chat box and suruh update pasal ia cakap berhabuk sudah. Hina rasa ku (': hahahahaha :DD Nada deh :p I kinda miss zana (: and pie and muizzah.They are my close buddies in physics class. I miss them because last Saturday I didn't go to school. I need a day away from school and have an intense revision on my own (: On 1st September I went out with my Jeff <3 heehee. We sungkai @ his favourite place, IDEAL!! I was happy because I get to meet him. Ia rasa happy jua pasal ia dapat jumpa aku and makan cheese balls, cheese fries, belgium waffle kah tu namanyaa.. haha.. and and spaghetti (: Yg calinya, ia firstly order semua makananya then only my food =.=" hahahaha. It showed how iski he was (Y) but I don't mind, asal ia happy then that makes me happy as well. After we makan, we head to the Cineman, we watched ORPHAN. Ngok wa ceritanyaa -_-" Mcm most of the time I was hiding my jacket!! lol :DD what?? Aku andang penakut!! hahahaha. Jeff was okay2 saja, yg best nya we duduk arah couple seat!! A3 and A4 (: Then lapas we tengok wayang we go KLCC. Nda tau dmana? ahh jgntah tau :pp hahahaha (Y) Kami dua saja tau heehee (: After that we went back tempat my brother parked our car. Jeff dangan jalan balik~~ he is so manithhhh <3 (Y). Then then then we lepak arah parking atu then as my brother datang then Jeff balik ke Mall and tunggu kawannya to hantar ia balik. Hmmmm I miss him a lot eee )': Writing this makes me feel to miss him even more. Awww~ such a wonderful memory~~~ Sayang, nanti jalan lagi, okay? I love you Jeff!!!
Yana and Nab left Brunei already ): Sorry girl because nda dapat hantar you both ): My cousin flew to UK to, she went to Liverpool to further her studies on HND then Degree (: Siuk eh mendangar org belayar ahh ): Insyallah I'll do my best for my A's and will insyallah (amin) go abroad to continue my studies.
Yana asked me how was exam? I already told her pulang ;p heehee. So today is still fasting. I guess it has been 2 weeks since Ramadhan started. Alhamdulillah I am still fasting. I mean, I still can fast. Belum my period baa =.=" Now my bf main futsal and I finished revising my psychology and printing my papers already. Now aku bored saja. Waiting for Jeff pasal ia mau berkomunikasi with me. Heehee you kambang sayang (:
For my A's I'm gonna give everything that I got and everything what I have been told. I don't want to let my parents down. They had pay so much attention towards me. They send me tuition, they pay my tuition fees. They send me for extra classes. Ya Allah, semoga segala persiapkan ku untuk perperiksaan nanti tidak sia-sia dan mudah2an aku dapat membuat ibu-bapa ku bangga seperti dulu. Amin.
I guess atu saja yg kan d cakap kan. Not much actually (: So I'm off to continue revising my school work. Take care people. Aku sayang si Jeff. Jeff saja!!! heehee random. Sayang baby love you <3
Yana and Nab left Brunei already ): Sorry girl because nda dapat hantar you both ): My cousin flew to UK to, she went to Liverpool to further her studies on HND then Degree (: Siuk eh mendangar org belayar ahh ): Insyallah I'll do my best for my A's and will insyallah (amin) go abroad to continue my studies.
Yana asked me how was exam? I already told her pulang ;p heehee. So today is still fasting. I guess it has been 2 weeks since Ramadhan started. Alhamdulillah I am still fasting. I mean, I still can fast. Belum my period baa =.=" Now my bf main futsal and I finished revising my psychology and printing my papers already. Now aku bored saja. Waiting for Jeff pasal ia mau berkomunikasi with me. Heehee you kambang sayang (:
For my A's I'm gonna give everything that I got and everything what I have been told. I don't want to let my parents down. They had pay so much attention towards me. They send me tuition, they pay my tuition fees. They send me for extra classes. Ya Allah, semoga segala persiapkan ku untuk perperiksaan nanti tidak sia-sia dan mudah2an aku dapat membuat ibu-bapa ku bangga seperti dulu. Amin.
I guess atu saja yg kan d cakap kan. Not much actually (: So I'm off to continue revising my school work. Take care people. Aku sayang si Jeff. Jeff saja!!! heehee random. Sayang baby love you <3
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love at Monday, September 07, 2009.
Monday, 17 August 2009
I am happy!! Yes I am. Happy as .... erm ... eh eh happy as apakan selalunya? =.=" Ahh nevermind~ Yg penting I am drop dead happy today. Pasal apa? Pasal today is my 14 MONTHSARRY WITH JEFF. I am so happy because I spent 14 months with the one I love and with the one who love me most and had love me for who I am (': Tq sayang. I am loving you so much and so strong everyday (:
But but kesian my sayang. He demam )': So now he otw ke clinic sama mmy nya )': Ya Allah, lindungilah mereka dan sembuhkanlah sayang ku Ya Tuhan. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. Like seriously, kesian brabis ku tadi liat ia tersiruk2 ah )': Anyway, tadi masa he met me, he makan mee goreng, nasi + ayam goreng + acar daging (: Acar daging atu my mmy cooked it tadi and he kennyamanan :DD Addicted lagi ia tarus tu eh =.=" hahahahaha :D
To Liyana : Sweetcorn panya namanya :p nda ku ingat wa sis :p heheheh.
Not much to say, esuk my last paper for my exam! woo-hoo :D But then two papers at continuous time intervals =.=" pffffft. Neverminf that, janji habis and terjawap dengan baik. Ya Allah, mudahan jua aku dapat jawap dengan baik. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin (': I heard that results are coming ): maybe on the 20th. Takut ku eh ): Dearest results, please be good. I love you if you are good, okay? and don't be naughty results, okay? (: hehehehe.
So far that's the latest update of my life (: I'll update more soon :DD
But but kesian my sayang. He demam )': So now he otw ke clinic sama mmy nya )': Ya Allah, lindungilah mereka dan sembuhkanlah sayang ku Ya Tuhan. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. Like seriously, kesian brabis ku tadi liat ia tersiruk2 ah )': Anyway, tadi masa he met me, he makan mee goreng, nasi + ayam goreng + acar daging (: Acar daging atu my mmy cooked it tadi and he kennyamanan :DD Addicted lagi ia tarus tu eh =.=" hahahahaha :D
To Liyana : Sweetcorn panya namanya :p nda ku ingat wa sis :p heheheh.
Not much to say, esuk my last paper for my exam! woo-hoo :D But then two papers at continuous time intervals =.=" pffffft. Neverminf that, janji habis and terjawap dengan baik. Ya Allah, mudahan jua aku dapat jawap dengan baik. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin (': I heard that results are coming ): maybe on the 20th. Takut ku eh ): Dearest results, please be good. I love you if you are good, okay? and don't be naughty results, okay? (: hehehehe.
So far that's the latest update of my life (: I'll update more soon :DD
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love at Monday, August 17, 2009.
Thursday, 13 August 2009
Hello there (: Aku now actually baru lapas dari balik tuition bio. Then singgah makan malam dluar with family @ Escapade yg @ Qlap. Now I am waiting for my dearest Jeff to text me back because I think he tertidur due to waiting for me )': I don't blame him. It was my fault. I didn't message him to tell that I will be running late to get back home.
Anyway, I had my physics mock exam this morning. The paper was .... =.=" OMG! No comment (: At least I have tried my best to study hard and revise all the topics. Now I know that last minute study is never good. HAHAHAHA. It took me awhile there to notice that last minute study is not the best policy (: Sure, I tend to remember things on my last minute revision ... but ... I tend to forgot things easily too =.=" Mcm, sia2 much! My next paper will be on the 18th, which will be my last paper and will be the worst day of that week because my biology paper is together with my physics paper! ugh!!! =.=" This is certainly not my month.
But hey! I am happy because I got into my PMS mode already! LOL :DD I am happy because that Insyallah I won't miss fasting on the first day. Rugi wa if nda puasa on the first day, agree? Now, it's 11:10 PM and si sayang masih jua balum reply my text *sigh*. The good thing about today is that I met him tadi!!! I miss you already Jeff )': Nanti we jumpa lagi, yes? <3
Aku random ni ... aku suddenly taisliur jagung dalam cawan =.=" yg bercampur sama butter ahh ... yg harganya $1+ ahh (kedapatan tia yg diri ani malar membali~) hahaha :DD So ... basically, not much to say~ Just random stuffs here and there ... Well, that is all.
Anyway, I had my physics mock exam this morning. The paper was .... =.=" OMG! No comment (: At least I have tried my best to study hard and revise all the topics. Now I know that last minute study is never good. HAHAHAHA. It took me awhile there to notice that last minute study is not the best policy (: Sure, I tend to remember things on my last minute revision ... but ... I tend to forgot things easily too =.=" Mcm, sia2 much! My next paper will be on the 18th, which will be my last paper and will be the worst day of that week because my biology paper is together with my physics paper! ugh!!! =.=" This is certainly not my month.
But hey! I am happy because I got into my PMS mode already! LOL :DD I am happy because that Insyallah I won't miss fasting on the first day. Rugi wa if nda puasa on the first day, agree? Now, it's 11:10 PM and si sayang masih jua balum reply my text *sigh*. The good thing about today is that I met him tadi!!! I miss you already Jeff )': Nanti we jumpa lagi, yes? <3
Aku random ni ... aku suddenly taisliur jagung dalam cawan =.=" yg bercampur sama butter ahh ... yg harganya $1+ ahh (kedapatan tia yg diri ani malar membali~) hahaha :DD So ... basically, not much to say~ Just random stuffs here and there ... Well, that is all.
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