♥Tuesday, 28 September 2010♥
Happy birthday to my dearest cousin Hajidah (: She's my amit's daughter. The father is gonna throw a surprise for her soon! Wheeeee :D Can't wait! I am sure it'll be super awesome since all of the cousins will be there :D
I'm not in a good mood today actually. Something came up. So yeah :| I so don't wanna talk about. I'll be having my class in this afternoon at 2-5PM. Alhamdulillah being in Laksamana College is great. Tutors are helpful and my classmates are good people.
I'll blog about something else soon (:
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@ Tuesday, September 28, 2010
@ Tuesday, September 28, 2010
♥Monday, 27 September 2010♥
I just woke up from my nap. I need the time to rest since I'm having my night-and-going-to-be-afternoon class at Laksamana College. Oh yes, I have enrolled at Laksamana this year for HND in Computing (General). Alhamdulillah my classmates and tutors are all nice and helpful.
Not much to update. I'll be blogging what so ever things I could think of at the moment. Haha :D Oh, I found out that whenever me or my cousins asked "what's your name?" to him then he'll reply "Kathim" HAHAHAHA! That is really funny. An almost 2 year old baby boy has a DNA which resembles to someone far more older than him :P
Both of my brothers are getting married insyallah next year! Wheeeee! I am so happy for them because I'll have a anak buah soon. Now I'm watching "cars" at the Disney Channel. My parents found out of my relationship with my baby boy, Mohammad Haszif. Alhamdulillah they are not mad at me :| Dad asked to take things easy and don't put too much commitment in my relationship as he wants me to succeed and excel my education. I respect that as long as my relationship is kinda cool with him.
So far my relationship with the boyfriend is going on good. Alhamdulillah (: It's been 27 months since I have fallen in love and being wrapped around his arms. I miss him a lot. I said that because having my parents known my relationship doesn't give it much easier for me to be with him. My parents doesn't want him to come by my place at the moment because they don't want the neighbors to think my parents as bad parents. I don't need to explain much. So yeah.
I'll blog and update more soon if I have anything to tell (:
Not much to update. I'll be blogging what so ever things I could think of at the moment. Haha :D Oh, I found out that whenever me or my cousins asked "what's your name?" to him then he'll reply "Kathim" HAHAHAHA! That is really funny. An almost 2 year old baby boy has a DNA which resembles to someone far more older than him :P
Both of my brothers are getting married insyallah next year! Wheeeee! I am so happy for them because I'll have a anak buah soon. Now I'm watching "cars" at the Disney Channel. My parents found out of my relationship with my baby boy, Mohammad Haszif. Alhamdulillah they are not mad at me :| Dad asked to take things easy and don't put too much commitment in my relationship as he wants me to succeed and excel my education. I respect that as long as my relationship is kinda cool with him.
So far my relationship with the boyfriend is going on good. Alhamdulillah (: It's been 27 months since I have fallen in love and being wrapped around his arms. I miss him a lot. I said that because having my parents known my relationship doesn't give it much easier for me to be with him. My parents doesn't want him to come by my place at the moment because they don't want the neighbors to think my parents as bad parents. I don't need to explain much. So yeah.
I'll blog and update more soon if I have anything to tell (:
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@ Monday, September 27, 2010
@ Monday, September 27, 2010
♥Thursday, 3 June 2010♥
Hello. I'm currently revising at the moment for my last paper tomorrow. Well, I'm kinda blogging at the moment tho -.-" I'm in a middle of my revision ... ah, that's right (:
I was chatting with my boyfriend through the Facebook message box ((: I kinda miss him )': it's been awhile since I last spent time with him *sigh* Tomorrow is my last paper. WOO-HOO!!! :D
Latest update of my life is that my parents are planning to send me either to Korea or Japan for a scholarship :O That was totally unexpected. We discussed about it over dinner. In Japan it's Business Administration and Korea it's Social Science. Thinking of doing it to make my parents proud, but I'm just not ready to be overseas and away from my love ones )):
My last paper for tomorrow is Biology paper 5. Hope that I'll do way much better than before, insyallah, amin. Currently I'm waiting for a Davidoff Cool Water perfume for my boyfriend. I bought it through online shopping :D Hope that it'll arrive Brunei soon (: Also I'm kinda thinking of buying him a paul smith shoes, there's the $130, and the other is $85. Hmm, still thinking tho' I'm trying to buy him something that he loves cause he bought me so many things already. I just wanna return the favor.
I'm kinda annoyed with the Disney Channel now cause they keep on playing the " Kick Buttowski " show like 4-5 times in a day :O I got nothing else to watch. Pfft. But at the same time I kinda like watching it cause the character has a round belly and an ass like a duck hahahahaha! :D Okay, I need to continue my revision now. Oh my gosh! I'm hungry -.-"
I was chatting with my boyfriend through the Facebook message box ((: I kinda miss him )': it's been awhile since I last spent time with him *sigh* Tomorrow is my last paper. WOO-HOO!!! :D
Latest update of my life is that my parents are planning to send me either to Korea or Japan for a scholarship :O That was totally unexpected. We discussed about it over dinner. In Japan it's Business Administration and Korea it's Social Science. Thinking of doing it to make my parents proud, but I'm just not ready to be overseas and away from my love ones )):
My last paper for tomorrow is Biology paper 5. Hope that I'll do way much better than before, insyallah, amin. Currently I'm waiting for a Davidoff Cool Water perfume for my boyfriend. I bought it through online shopping :D Hope that it'll arrive Brunei soon (: Also I'm kinda thinking of buying him a paul smith shoes, there's the $130, and the other is $85. Hmm, still thinking tho' I'm trying to buy him something that he loves cause he bought me so many things already. I just wanna return the favor.
I'm kinda annoyed with the Disney Channel now cause they keep on playing the " Kick Buttowski " show like 4-5 times in a day :O I got nothing else to watch. Pfft. But at the same time I kinda like watching it cause the character has a round belly and an ass like a duck hahahahaha! :D Okay, I need to continue my revision now. Oh my gosh! I'm hungry -.-"
That's all the update for now ((:
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@ Thursday, June 03, 2010
@ Thursday, June 03, 2010
♥Tuesday, 25 May 2010♥
My latest update before this was on April 6th. Oh my -.-" Today is May 25th. It's been so long. I just don't have the mood to blog before. So yeah (: Good news is that on May 17th, it was my 23rd month being together with my one and only handsome boyfriend, Mohammad Haszif Mat Daud. Can't wait for June 17th (: He's my world, my everything. He's my true love. I could never imagine how my life would be if there is no you in my life love )': kiana and danish (':
Lately, I've been baby sitting my nephew, Mohammad Raiyan Zharfan :D He's fun to be with. Having to take care of him makes me want to have my own baby. lol :D
Tomorrow I'll be having my Biology exam Paper 1. Yes, I'm retaking my June cause I got an E -.-" There are no new photos at the moment, but insyallah I'll upload some when my cousin, kaka farah comes back home from UK. Wheeeeeeeeee :D Hope that she'll have a safe flight and no delays. amin amin amin. It's kinda creepy tho' to travel via plane lately cause of the volcanic ash :S Hope that the volcano will calm down soon (:
I guess that's all to talk about at the moment. Just wanna update my blog cause there's a lot of spider cobs *literally* HAHA!
Lately, I've been baby sitting my nephew, Mohammad Raiyan Zharfan :D He's fun to be with. Having to take care of him makes me want to have my own baby. lol :D
Tomorrow I'll be having my Biology exam Paper 1. Yes, I'm retaking my June cause I got an E -.-" There are no new photos at the moment, but insyallah I'll upload some when my cousin, kaka farah comes back home from UK. Wheeeeeeeeee :D Hope that she'll have a safe flight and no delays. amin amin amin. It's kinda creepy tho' to travel via plane lately cause of the volcanic ash :S Hope that the volcano will calm down soon (:
I guess that's all to talk about at the moment. Just wanna update my blog cause there's a lot of spider cobs *literally* HAHA!
Byeeeeee for now :DDDD
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@ Tuesday, May 25, 2010
@ Tuesday, May 25, 2010
♥Tuesday, 6 April 2010♥
Hello there =D It's been so a while since I last updated this blog. Well actually, more than a month -.-" *blowing off the spider webs* HAHA. I didn't have the mood to blog before, even on my birthday and on my 21st month-sarry I didn't blog about it =S
To start off, my birthday was awesome =D Cause it was just me, the family and cousins. Wish my boyfriend was there. He was terribly ill that day )'= No worries sayang, I'll be there for your birthday, okay?
Hmm ... what else? Oh yes, this morning, I was awaken by the boyfriend =DD Then we had breakfast together (Y) Makan mee goreng sama telur saja. Heehee =p But it was a great morning (=
Oh oh, I'm gonna go through an interview for ITB tomorrow around 2:30 =O I am so nervous. Interviews are my worst fears )'= Oh my. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah bagi ku. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan mudah-mudahan aku dapat masuk ITB untuk tahun ini. Amin amin amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I'm trying my best to shift my interest towards business (management) and I'm willing to give 100% commitment to this course.
My parents would love to see me succeed. Insyallah, amin (=
My boyfriend now kerja as a supervisors for those yang attachment arah RBA. For PLM students. I miss him ))'= so much. I'm watching Spongebob Squarepants now (= and I'm still hungry =S I guess I am done blogging for today =D Will blog again soon (=
To start off, my birthday was awesome =D Cause it was just me, the family and cousins. Wish my boyfriend was there. He was terribly ill that day )'= No worries sayang, I'll be there for your birthday, okay?
Hmm ... what else? Oh yes, this morning, I was awaken by the boyfriend =DD Then we had breakfast together (Y) Makan mee goreng sama telur saja. Heehee =p But it was a great morning (=
Oh oh, I'm gonna go through an interview for ITB tomorrow around 2:30 =O I am so nervous. Interviews are my worst fears )'= Oh my. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah bagi ku. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan mudah-mudahan aku dapat masuk ITB untuk tahun ini. Amin amin amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I'm trying my best to shift my interest towards business (management) and I'm willing to give 100% commitment to this course.
My parents would love to see me succeed. Insyallah, amin (=
My boyfriend now kerja as a supervisors for those yang attachment arah RBA. For PLM students. I miss him ))'= so much. I'm watching Spongebob Squarepants now (= and I'm still hungry =S I guess I am done blogging for today =D Will blog again soon (=
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@ Tuesday, April 06, 2010
@ Tuesday, April 06, 2010
♥Tuesday, 2 March 2010♥
I am back from being HIATUS (: My HECAS application is done. I am retaking my biology exam again this June. Pray for me, yeah? (: It's been a while since I've talked with any of the abyadhians (': It's kinda sad cause like every one of them have a story to tell. Have a story to share. I am just so lost (':
Honestly, I miss being around them. It's just sad when we have to grow apart nowadays. Then I notice like if they went out then they usually go out with them whom they are closer to (': It's okay. I understand. The LOOVA's are own their own. It's just sad cause like jarang sudah jalan apa with them.
Jeff one's told me that if they are really my friends they always wish to be there for one another. It's just that they are busy nowadays. So yeah (: I hope that they still remember our reunion date on January 6th 2010. Do they miss me? I surely do miss them a lot cause they had helped me a lot when I was with them. I wasn't the smart one (: So I needed a lot of help from them.
Things changed even tho' we wish it NOT to happen (: We have new friends, new life, new scenery and tend to see the new are better. But new never always means better cause our old friends are the one who have known us more than the new ones (': It's just sad cause I have nothing to say to my girls other than " Hey sis, I miss you ): " It's kinda sad cause I can't keep up the conversation that long. But the abyadhian girls will always be my girls for life :D <3.>
I wished to go overseas for my HNDs to make my parents' dream come true (: It's also my dream to have to go overseas to further my studies. It's kinda hard for me to achieve it cause I'm the only girl in my family so you would have to expect how my mom's reaction on letting me go overseas -.-" It's kinda sad too if I tend to go overseas cause Jeff will be in Brunei )': and it's gonna be a long-distance dating )': OMG. I am crying now.
On 17th February was my 20th month-sarry with Jeff (: It was the best cause having him around for a monthsarry is already special (Y) love you much much sayang! :D
It's funny how my story shifted from my girls to my lovely boyfriend <3.>
I've talked too much -.-" hahahahaha :D I'll blog about something else soon ;D
Honestly, I miss being around them. It's just sad when we have to grow apart nowadays. Then I notice like if they went out then they usually go out with them whom they are closer to (': It's okay. I understand. The LOOVA's are own their own. It's just sad cause like jarang sudah jalan apa with them.
Jeff one's told me that if they are really my friends they always wish to be there for one another. It's just that they are busy nowadays. So yeah (: I hope that they still remember our reunion date on January 6th 2010. Do they miss me? I surely do miss them a lot cause they had helped me a lot when I was with them. I wasn't the smart one (: So I needed a lot of help from them.
Things changed even tho' we wish it NOT to happen (: We have new friends, new life, new scenery and tend to see the new are better. But new never always means better cause our old friends are the one who have known us more than the new ones (': It's just sad cause I have nothing to say to my girls other than " Hey sis, I miss you ): " It's kinda sad cause I can't keep up the conversation that long. But the abyadhian girls will always be my girls for life :D <3.>
I wished to go overseas for my HNDs to make my parents' dream come true (: It's also my dream to have to go overseas to further my studies. It's kinda hard for me to achieve it cause I'm the only girl in my family so you would have to expect how my mom's reaction on letting me go overseas -.-" It's kinda sad too if I tend to go overseas cause Jeff will be in Brunei )': and it's gonna be a long-distance dating )': OMG. I am crying now.
On 17th February was my 20th month-sarry with Jeff (: It was the best cause having him around for a monthsarry is already special (Y) love you much much sayang! :D
It's funny how my story shifted from my girls to my lovely boyfriend <3.>
I've talked too much -.-" hahahahaha :D I'll blog about something else soon ;D
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@ Tuesday, March 02, 2010
@ Tuesday, March 02, 2010
♥Saturday, 23 January 2010♥
I will be on hiatus. I'll be busy with my UCAS and HECAS applications and I'll be working maybe in February. Pray for me, okay? I hope that I'll go overseas for Degree or HND and hope that I'll get a good temporary job with a good salary (: Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I'll be updating if there's anything interesting to post about :D
Oh oh, on the 17th Jan, it was my 19th monthsarry with Mohammad Haszif bin Mat Daud. I love you so much sayang <3<3<3.
Oh oh, on the 17th Jan, it was my 19th monthsarry with Mohammad Haszif bin Mat Daud. I love you so much sayang <3<3<3.
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@ Saturday, January 23, 2010
@ Saturday, January 23, 2010
♥Tuesday, 5 January 2010♥
I was suppose to update this blog on the 1st of January 2010 but then I got busy entertaining my Jeff (: hahahahahaha *lame excuse* Anyway, I have reconstructed my blog. Gheee ;D I got tired seeing my old blog then I started to use the new type of HTML. Come to think of it, it is much more easier than the older version since it's easier to arrange gadget an stuffs (:
I am going to post all the pictures *only 23 of them* of the New Year Celebration which was held in my house :D It's not much because I got busy baking Oreo Truffles, webcam-ing with the cousins in Singapore, having fun with the nephews and nieces ^^,
I don't know what's my resolution for this year =.='' But all I wanted is to not do the same mistakes, keep moving forward, be a good daughter, sister, friend and especially a good girlfriend to Jeff (':
And oh, my tagboard is at the bottom of this page. If you can't see it then check your eye sight, okay? Cause it's super wide! HAHAHAHA. Just like what my Jeff said "ambil unique" ;DD Jeff, me love you <3.
Hmmm. Apparently I cannot upload the pictures right now. Pfffft =.='' After kan upload then "bad request" tia! Oh well, I'll try to post the pictures tonight (:
Now I am packing because I'm leaving Brunei for 4 days and 3 night to Hong Kong and China. I'll be missing my Jeff so badly. Sayang, you be good when I am not around, okay? (':
I am going to post all the pictures *only 23 of them* of the New Year Celebration which was held in my house :D It's not much because I got busy baking Oreo Truffles, webcam-ing with the cousins in Singapore, having fun with the nephews and nieces ^^,
I don't know what's my resolution for this year =.='' But all I wanted is to not do the same mistakes, keep moving forward, be a good daughter, sister, friend and especially a good girlfriend to Jeff (':
And oh, my tagboard is at the bottom of this page. If you can't see it then check your eye sight, okay? Cause it's super wide! HAHAHAHA. Just like what my Jeff said "ambil unique" ;DD Jeff, me love you <3.
Hmmm. Apparently I cannot upload the pictures right now. Pfffft =.='' After kan upload then "bad request" tia! Oh well, I'll try to post the pictures tonight (:
Now I am packing because I'm leaving Brunei for 4 days and 3 night to Hong Kong and China. I'll be missing my Jeff so badly. Sayang, you be good when I am not around, okay? (':
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@ Tuesday, January 05, 2010
@ Tuesday, January 05, 2010
♥Wednesday, 23 December 2009♥
I am now watching "Are you smarter than a 5th grader" on Star World with my little brother (: I got nothing much to do tho' cause my Jeff is out with his father and Moon's father for fishing. So yeah ...
Last night I went out with my Jeff to watch the movie Avatar. The movie was awesome! :D It was almost a 3-hour show but it's worth it! (Y) We watched it at Mall with my little brother, my second brother and his girlfriend. It was a good thing that I booked an earlier show because it was almost 3 hours O_o Then I stopped by "Pasar Malam" because Jeff was hungry :pp Heehee ;D
I met Jeff this morning and evening (Y) I had a really great time with him (; He bought Pizza for us *yum* and played PS2 with my little brother. I am so bored now ... hmmm ): I miss my Jeff already and is loving him so much (':
Last night I went out with my Jeff to watch the movie Avatar. The movie was awesome! :D It was almost a 3-hour show but it's worth it! (Y) We watched it at Mall with my little brother, my second brother and his girlfriend. It was a good thing that I booked an earlier show because it was almost 3 hours O_o Then I stopped by "Pasar Malam" because Jeff was hungry :pp Heehee ;D
I met Jeff this morning and evening (Y) I had a really great time with him (; He bought Pizza for us *yum* and played PS2 with my little brother. I am so bored now ... hmmm ): I miss my Jeff already and is loving him so much (':
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@ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
@ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
♥Tuesday, 22 December 2009♥
I am happy today because I am now braces free (Y) :DD Even though that I still need to use the retainer *bummer* =.=" but at least you still can see my straight teeth! woo-hoo :DD My brother belum kana buka braces nya because the doctor say that he didn't used the rubber band *a braces thing* in the correct way. So he's kinda upset because he didn't get to remove his braces this year. The bottom line is that I am free from it. Hahahahahahahah :DD
I am not actually wanting for the clock strikes 2+ because I need to wake up my older brother because he's gonna take me to the dentist again ): this is when the dentist will put the retainer to my teeth =.=" But the doctor also mentioned that it will be only for FEW MONTHS. I hope so (: I've been using braces for 3 years already =.=" so having it removed is a relief. Although, I still feel as if the braces is still attached =.="
Happy 20th birthday to Siti Nabilah Haji Ahmad. Miss you a lot Nab ): Take care and be safe dsana. Have a blast and enjoy your day (:
I didn't get enough sleep last night because I cried all night long. It's about Jeff. I won't tell what happened here because the story is kinda private. It's just between me and him. I feel so sad because I wasn't there to protect him. I keep reminding my self how I hated myself so much. I prayed to Allah so that his wounds will heal quickly. He and I undergo the same thing. I know sayang what does it feels like ): *hugs you tight sayang* I just wished that I could replace you that time. That message of yours is still playing inside my head ... like a replay )':
Ya Allah, lindungilah dia (Mohammad Haszif Bin Mat Daud) dari segala kejahatan dan kesulitan. Sembuhkanlah dia Ya Allah. Aku terlalu mencintainya )': Mudahan dia tidak akan dibuat begitu lagi Ya Allah ... Aku memohon kepadaMu Ya Allah )':
I am not actually wanting for the clock strikes 2+ because I need to wake up my older brother because he's gonna take me to the dentist again ): this is when the dentist will put the retainer to my teeth =.=" But the doctor also mentioned that it will be only for FEW MONTHS. I hope so (: I've been using braces for 3 years already =.=" so having it removed is a relief. Although, I still feel as if the braces is still attached =.="
Happy 20th birthday to Siti Nabilah Haji Ahmad. Miss you a lot Nab ): Take care and be safe dsana. Have a blast and enjoy your day (:
I didn't get enough sleep last night because I cried all night long. It's about Jeff. I won't tell what happened here because the story is kinda private. It's just between me and him. I feel so sad because I wasn't there to protect him. I keep reminding my self how I hated myself so much. I prayed to Allah so that his wounds will heal quickly. He and I undergo the same thing. I know sayang what does it feels like ): *hugs you tight sayang* I just wished that I could replace you that time. That message of yours is still playing inside my head ... like a replay )':
Ya Allah, lindungilah dia (Mohammad Haszif Bin Mat Daud) dari segala kejahatan dan kesulitan. Sembuhkanlah dia Ya Allah. Aku terlalu mencintainya )': Mudahan dia tidak akan dibuat begitu lagi Ya Allah ... Aku memohon kepadaMu Ya Allah )':
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@ Tuesday, December 22, 2009
@ Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Bangles & beads bracelets